Thursday, December 31, 2009

hiiehiie^^
A VERY BIG HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!
WISH EVERYONE ALL THE BEST!
AND GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING THAT UIIE DOES^^
AHHAS...
iie continuously watched 3 days of movies lorhx...
first day avatar ... (NICE!) with jun hao and joan ...
second day shelock homes...(QUITE NICE!) with johnathan...
third day the treasure hunter...(NOT BAD LAHX!) with jun hao , you chuen , marcus , kam lin and jing jing , then after that went to play pool , then after that reached yue ting's hse at aorund 7pm ...=D
aahahhs...
then had a warm gathering with her families ( a bit extra arhx miie ),
this iish at least something that iie don't know since when iie had a gathering with miie families... perhaps last new year,,,
ya then thanks for the zhao dai lahx ,
then don know how's the box of biscuits that iie bought to them....
then reached home around 11pm...
then slept at 2am , woke up at 6 plus ,
went to help out ...
so tired!!
but later going bugis with joan , kam lin and miie sister ,
then maybe go find yeng minn^^
hehes... =D


Monday, December 28, 2009

currently at home lerhhs...
then was at ah ma house ,
stayed for a few daYS ,
then ya don really like staying at ah ma house ,
ah ma and uncle nag nag nag ,
then everyday got ppl gamble ,
then smoke all over the place ,
cannot stand ,,,
then went to x mas countdown  ,
was fun lahx...
but verii qian da ,
ppl will spray uiie the kinf of bottle foam arhx ,
then got one guy ,
come to miie ,
wish miie merry christmas ,
then iie wish back lahx ,
then he spray miie ...
wahhs liew ...
then iie scream ,
he laugh...
and that place got daamn lot of ah nei de lorhx...
then the ah nei keep block our way ,
want take photo oso walk past ,
then iie keep ,
ehhs ah nei ah nei...
ahahahs then jing jing they all say iie verii qian da ,
later kena ah nei hit ,
then iie say iie don scared and really wat ,
they at fault ...
ahahhas
damn funny de...
then ytd went to malaysia ,
shopping ,
cheap lahx the stuff ...
ahahahas
then ya lorhx nothing much lorhx...


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

monday went to bugis with jing jing, joan , vivian ... then had a lot of fun, and oso first time go eat fish and co. , although expensive but nice~~!!!!!^^
then went shopping , and then the 4 of us bought clothes thatare of the same design !!^^ 
hahas...
then ytd , tuesday , went to pulau ubin with jun hao , marcus , you chuen , benson , chin ann , joan and jing jing .... 
then we rode bicycle and rode around the pulau ubin ,
and hohrx the si maRCUS AND YOU CHUEN!!
keep disturb miie non-stop de , kao!!

then after that went to eat pizza hut at junction 8 , 
then reached home around 9 pm plus...

then miie mother unreasonable kpkb!!!
then we quarrel lahx, 
then after that she slapped miie ,
plus she hit miie face till hit dao miie lefteye..
then now its swollen .... 
blueblack !!
wat kind of fucking mother iish this siol!!!!
then iie angry lahx , 
iie shower first then iie secretly left miie house...
so currently running away from home.... 
iie hate miie mother!!!


Friday, December 18, 2009

imagine uiirself waking up in tears crying , filled with terrifying fears from all those nightmares... since miie dreams iish never even once nice , sometimes even woke up crying with uiie don't even know why uiie are crying , but because theres this fear filled in uiie , and just continue crying without even knowing why...

sometimes things aren't as simple as wat uiie think, things like , no matter how hard life iish ,a smile will bring it over and uiie'll find happiness ... it's definitely not that simple and true.... life iish just so filled with emptiness and hopeless hope...

since ppl love to give hope and yet destroy it even before uiie can see that hope... sometimes not only ppl ,even uiir fate and destiny... life truly sux!!! just wats the point of living ??... and wats the point of treating ppl well , and ended up wat uiie get iish just betrays...

just no one understand miie...



iie work waitress she kpkb ,
iie work sales girl , she oso kpkb ,
iie work as a telemarketer , she oso kpkb,
now uiie know wat she want miie to go work as??
go sell chicken rice !!!!!!!!
wat the fucking hell lahx!!!
nabei!!
she just simply want miie life to be so cheap ,
so xin ku , filled of hardship !!
she just doesn't know how iie feels??!!!
wat the fucking hell lahx!!!
cb!!



wat the fucking hell lahx!!
wats wrong with miie using miie sister's laptop ,??!!
wat she went out wat !!
iie at home rotting ,
she let miie use cannot arhx??
need uiie to huan lo arhx??
iie know lahx uiie buy laptop for her mahx ~~~!!!!
then iie cannot use lahx!!!
kao!!!
win 4D liaox bu qi orhx??!!!
win liaox then buy things for  everyone except miie ...
change new car liaox bu qi orhx??!!!
knn iie don give a fucking care lahx!!
cb...


nb sister ,
in fornt of miie mother ,
at there act innocent onii!!
mother: why uiie so stupid go let uiir da jie use uiir com. ?
sister:  don know lehx
mother: stupid!!
knn!!!!!
you zhong jiu say in front of miie lahx!!!
cb !!
wat kind or mother iish this??
wat kind of family iish this??!!
cb!!!
she went out jiu can !!!
iie use her laptop cannot??
go die lahx!!!
won so much lottery ,
sure will lose something de lorhx!!
this iish called karma!!

miie mother always have the mouth to say others ,
but not herself ,
she keep saying ppl wat ,
those who keep win lottery de ,
iish coz they are dying soon ,
then she oso keep winning wat ,
then so wish she will die soon ...
then she even say wat ,
if lottery win many ,
eventually will like have a serious disease ,
or those cancer etc ,
inccurable disease ,
then those earned money will eventually still gone ,
well ,
if she has the mouth to say others ,
then ,
iie 'll always truefully hope ,
she will deserve wat she said!!!
go hell lahx!!
fuck up!!


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

friends who know miie will know miie temper , miie characteristics , know wat kind of a person iie am ...
iie hate liars , iie hate betrayers , etc...
iie treat ppl the way iie wanted to be treated ,
iie respect ppl whom iie think they deserves it ,,,
iie don't care wat ppl think of miie ,
coz thats who iie am ...
don like miie well ,
fuck off then ...
if uiie lie , uiie apologies and iie will still okkayz okkayz ,
but horhx , if uiie lie lerhhs and in order to cover up that lie ,
uiie lie again ,
well then forget it then ,
treat it iie don have this friend onii lorhx...


ytd went to singapore poly ,
and then went to participate the banking and finance competition ,
they taught miie how to buy stock ,
and earn money ,
and experience wat a dealer does ....
ahahahs
then damn funny de ,
damn coincidence de ,
got one guy called jin keep call miie ,
and iie keep call dao him ,
ahahas
then we buy and sell the stock lorhx ,
damn funny de ,
iie say iie want sell st 53 ,
he say no 52 ,
say he verii pathetic ,
ahahahs still say want treat miie water,,,,
then go eat lunch ,
then after eating miao qing and su change went off first mahx ,
coz miao qing working then su change follow her...
then left miie alone with 4 new fwens^^
they from changkat sec skool de ,
psps arhx don know how to spell =P
then the way they talk verii verii funny lorhx .. ahahas

then after that ,
actually iish iie go watch movie with johnathan de lorhx...
then ended up got yixiang and johnathan's sis ,
but nbms lahx =D
but horhx.............
haiyeer........
then iie rushed down from dover to cwp lorhx ...
we went to watch fengyun ,
er the show iish soso lahx ,
actually iie like the part where  they are fighting ,
but not those wahhs chop hand chop wat de ...
disgusting... =.=
then forget bring jacket somemore ,
plus iie morning late liaox...
haix then during the whole show damn cold de lorhx...
then go toilet ,
damn suay de , miie slipper coyak ,
spoil , then wahhs no choice iie smart use rubber band tie ,
but ended up late verii pain ,
then no choice limp back home lorhx...
then ya yixiang followed miie to take bus ,
although iie kept telling him no need ,
but............
somehow to the verii extreme liaox ....
then aiya long story lahx........


Sunday, December 13, 2009

knn!!!!! wats wrong with working as a waitress??!!! want let miie go girls home ritex!!! lai lahx iie will be more then happy iie tell uiie!!! better then staying in thie fucking home ...
no warmth , no care and concern , no promises , no faith , no believes, no reaonsing , no fairness , no love , but only violence , quarrels , blaming , threatening , lies and hatred!!!
fucking asshole , lock miie at home !!!cb!!
how iie wish iie can just die off!!!!
since no one cares for miie anyway ...
all fake fake de onii !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if want talk reaons with miie ,
jiang da dao li ,
ask miie dont like that or watsoever shit de ,
well just SHOO OFF alright!!!
wo de shi qing bu yong ni guan !!!!
from now onwards just leave miie alone ~!!!!!
everytime ppl will always come tell miie wat ,
uiir parents , uiir familt cares for uiie one ...
yaya thats onii on the outside !!
did anyone ever concerned bout how iie feel??
everyone , miie uncle auntie , miie grandmother , miie teachers , every adult !!!
will oniii listen to watever reasoning that miie mother faked out ,
then after that come talk cock with miie ,
did anyone ever bothered bout how iie feel??
and did anyone ever bothered bout wat exactly happen???
just wat have iie done to deserve all these??
iish it really if iie die ,
everything will be better off??!!!!
well thats wat miie mother say wat ,
regretted neber strangle miie to death when iie was born !!!
to miie nothing iish important in miie life ....
even in the past ,
the one that dote on miie the most ,
miie dad ,
left miie , doesn't want miie anymore ...
to miie onii hatred !!!!!!!!!!!


Saturday, December 12, 2009

heyysheyys,,,
ytd went to esso there de netball court and played netball ,
hahahs then wahhs train till iie want die ,
almost die ...
starting iish coz eat too much before the training ,
with yue ting =P 
iie ate prata , tissue , tang yuan in tou hua de ,,,
wahhs see...
haix no wonder ,
both yue ting and iie regretted eat so much ,
ahahahas
then finally gotta play netball after so long !!!
OMG!!
then when doing warm up ,
iie passed the ball to someone ,
but forget who lerhhs ,
zharifah iie think ,
then she neber catch properly ,
then the ball bounce off her hand ,
then iie was running then iie tripped the ball ,
then iie fell down lahx ,
and rolled on the floor ,
omg ,
miie left palm now swollen ,
it hurts when pressed ,
then right elbow blus black liaox...
then that time stand up ,
feeling damn giddy de lorhx...
then wahhs pain but nbms bear with it ,
then iie know arhx ,
coz light iish not on at the court ,
thats why iie fell ,
iie a bit night blindness de arhx =P
then played friendly match with  a malay team ,
will not totally mina team ,
then during play ,
iie horhx damn pathetic de ,
not onii kena hit by the ball ,
still kena elbow miie head by a mina !!!
kao....
she talller and bigger in size so wat ??!!!
but thanks luhhs coz uiie elbow miie ,
iie get agitated and iie did defend well ...!!!^^
(ahahahs thick skinned )
but really lahx then ended up we won ^^
then wahhs head damn giddy de , like want faint when iie reached home...
then no leg a bit sprained ,
but that was old injury ,
and plus ytd forget bring ankle guard =.-
haix... sianx...
then now muscle ache all over... die...
hahahs monday going interview with yue ting^^
waitress de job^^
ahahahs good luck^^

went to watch NATIONS !!
then the winner iish northern ireland , followed by scotland , canada , tanzania , singapore then malaysia^^
won a new ball lehx!!!! quite long lerhhs lahx , they throw then iie heng heng catch dao ^^


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

iie really don't know wat had happened to miie.....
more and more don't care don't care de attitude iish in miie...
more and more rebellion ...
but iie have miie reasons de okkayx,,,,
iie hate ppl say lerhhs but ended up didn't manage to do it ,
or even keep up to his or her promise ...
actions do speaks louder then words kays!!!
miie mother ( not miie mother) ,
not once said that after miie 0 level ,
won't restirct miie anymore ,
and will give miie all miie freedom that iie want ,
wtf !!!!
miie mother( not miie mother) ,
everytime say lerhhs but denied at the end !!!
iie hate her!!!
2 days ago , iie ran away from home ,
because iie went out and iie fucking swear iie did inform her ...
then after that she kpkb ,
then iie reached home at around 11plus pm ,
went to toa payoh watched netball match wat ,
then wat ??
cannot mehx??
came back home ,
say want cane miie ,
well .... iie of course ran away lahx !!!
if not wat let her beat mehx??
iie don't think think iie got any wrong lorhx,,,,
wat she says she will always think she's always ritex ,
then she herself wanna disconnect miie line ,
then ended up cannot find miie ,
jiu call up all miie friends ,
even miie coach ,
and threaten them ,
wat the fuckinghell lahx ,
who she think she iish???!!!!
kao no brain de!!
unreasonable and ridiculous ,
and CHILDISH
!!!!!
wth lahx!!
iie tell uiie even if she die iie oso won cry de...
or perhaps tears of joy^^
uiei might say iie veri unfillial but uiie are not miie , uiie won't know de...
so never ever makes wat uiie think iish wat iie think okkayz!!!!
miie life iish so miserable !!!!
and horhx hai zi sheng chu lai shi gei ni da de arhx??!!!
said treat miie as though iie'm died ,
ya okkayz ,
why in the first place uiie didn't strangle miie to death??!!!
iie would be more then happy to die kayx!!!
then ....
after that yue ting and johnathan came to find miie lorhx...
then jing jing called miie as well as miie coach ,
then ended up went to johnathan's hse to stay ,
haix....
yue ting's mother even asked whether iie want ask miie ex father to come or not ,
but iie rejected ,
like wats the point lahx ,
he didn't even bothered bout us...
so many years didn't see him ,
suddenly pop out for wat??
all iie want to say iish really thanks a lot and really verii sorry to cause all those unnecessary troubles...
especially johnathan ,
hai him didn't goo to skool in the end , really sorry ...
haix...
but now currently at home ...
cozz police invovled ,
but pls horhx iie decided to go home iish not coz iie'm afraid okkayz!!!
si you chuen anyhow say...
iish iie muz think smart ,
why ruin miie future ritex...
coz if a record had been made ,
it will follow miie for life...
but iie tell uiie lorhx ,
if she dare to lay another hand on miie!!!!
iie don't care ended up iie will go girls home or wat ,
iie will still run away de okkayx
!!!!
its already to the extreme already okkayz!!!!
want beat miie beat till when???
wo ren lerhhs 16 years ,
and thats it okkayz!!!!
thanks friends!!!!
i love you ^^
thanks johnathan ,
i love you ^^


Monday, December 7, 2009

sunday , went to toa payoh sports hall with johnathan and yi xiang , and then watched singapore vs canadia , singapore lost , and malaysia vs scotland , but watched till halfway jiu go lerhhs... haix... ya then ytd , monday went to watch the movie new moon with jing , joan , kam lin , you chuen and jun hao ... the stupid you chuen , miie phone lost still keep di siaox miie... wahhs kao ... qian da lorhx him , then they all eat lerhhs except you chuen and miie , then went to jack's place and eat , then after that late lerhhs then the others went to the theatre first , left miie and him , then therefore , when we reached the theatre , throw miie at the corner , sit with him , then wahhs nbms , he horhx verii irritating lehs!! type msg nurhhs at there kpkb ,and horhx his stupid hand keep come over , then we push push each other , ahahahs damn funny de.... ya new moon de ending horhx ended quite well , which directly linked to the eclipse , and then which will cause ppl to wanna watch it again , ahahahas , ya and since the director changed , then new moon iish definitely nicer then twilight ,... ^^ then after that , joan , you chune , jun hao and iie went to woodlands centre to play pool .... wahhs the si you chuen keep wat , alicia aura , a aura thats why keep hai jun hao lose , jun hao and iie one team de mahx , then you chuen and joan one team , the si you chuen !!!! orbi lehx!!! close window oso can cut dao finger , iie hao xin give uiie plaster still keep disturb miie... plus iie bing ren lehx...
hahahs then later on going toa payoh sports hall again to watch matches , but main reason iish to celebrate coach paula's birtdhay !!^^ btw happii belated birthday COACH!!XD


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

heyysheyys,,,, ehhs iie verii sad!!!! ytd first day go work , then wahhs kao hp kena stolen lorhx!!! wahhs kao!!! stupid lorhx , iie placed it on the table , for about onii 2 mins then iie went to the side of the stall , and then , gone.... that person that stole miie phone de horhx !!!1 kao lorhx iie zhou him zu zhong 18 dai arhx!!! kao!!!! arghhhh!!!! no phone really damn pissed off siarhx!!! then the phone got those contacts arhx , the keychains hang on it , ppl give miie as birthday present de gone ~~!!! wahhs kao .... haix then forget it lahx ....

then today went back for netball , the juniors got match , then ya had a great fun and iie get to umpire worhhx^^ ahahahahs ^^ going for level one umpire course lerhhs^^ sunday onwards got the netball nations , a national competition , coach strongly encourage to go and watch , and of course iie wanna go luhhs^^ ahhahahas...  hais , they say iie ah lian lorhx .... then miie coach said prefer iie go sp then np , because np netball not good =.= then the sp de coach , coach anne , iie saw her just now arhx ... yaya so hmmm.... still thinking lehx how?? haix...

iie really hate staying at home ~~~!!!! to miie home iish just a place , to sleep , nothing else , iie hate going home , and how iie wish iie can quickly get out of miie house , and then , miie mother , omg!!! iie freaking bitch , iie fishing hate her iie tell uiie.... she doesn't fit to be a mother , and iie tell uiie she sux!!! iie don't give a bloddy freaking care on whether she bore miie for 9 months and brought miie up iie really don't care!!! she lies ... she doesn't keep her promise , not even once ever since 7 years old ,,,





♥Alicia Tay Hui Xiang♥
♥17♥
♥26 october 1993♥
♥Scorpio♥
♥169cm♥
♥Ngee Ann poly♥
♥Real Estate Business♥
♥1A03♥

" She’s a crazy girl,
she loves to laugh a lot...
she can be weak at times too ...
but she has decided to put everything behind her and start life anew!!^^
she's learning to love those who are loving her...♥ =D
"



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That should be me
everybody's laughing in my mind
rumors spreading bout this other guy
do you do what you did when you did with me
does he love you the way i can
did you forget all the plans that you made with me
cos baby i didn't

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that that should be me
that should be me

you said you needed a little time from my mistakes
it's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
did you think that i wouldn't see you out at the movies
what you doing to me, you taking him where we use to go
now if you're trying to break my heart
it's working cos you know

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that that should be me

i need to know should i fight for love or desert
it's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart (my heart)

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that should be me
that should be me (that should be me)
that should be me


17
169cm
her miserable life starts on 26 0ct0ber 1993
her horoscope iish SCORPIO!! and thats wat she's proud to be ^^
Alicia__lov@hotmail.com
need hugs when she's sad...=[[
she hates lies...cause:everything's happening around her
she hate empty promises...cause:her family
she hate having ppl not trusting her...cause:her family
she hate backstabbers...cause:family & friends
she hate drunkers...cause:step-father
she hate violent!!...cause:step-father & mum
she hate 2 timers...cause:family & relationship
she simply just hates her family...
no matter what she does ,
its just not appreciated...
so to her ,
wats the point of working so hard and bother so much all the times??..


the sites.
.3M2(2008)/4M2(2009).
.Amanda.
. Amelia-netball junior.
. Benjamin-senior.
.mdm cH0nG-pri skool teacher.
.Deco-koh wee kor.
. Esther/yanxiu-netball junior.
.Esther-primary skool fwen.
.FlOrEnCe-senior.
.
Gerald.
.Hema.
. Huixian-sports leader junior .
.Hui ying.
.Iznie-netball junior.
.Jia xin.
.Jia Ying-obs fwen.
.Jennifer.
.Jing Jing .
. JingSuan-junior.
. Joan.
. Kam Lin .
. Lionel .
.Lorraine.
. LuLu.
. Marissa-netball junior.
. Marven-primary skool fwen.
.Miao qing.
.Ming Zhen-junior.
.
Pei Kai .
.Qin Hui.
.Saliha.
.SiMin-obs fwen.
.Si ying.
.Su Chang.
.Su Shan.
.Tricia.
. Venesa(Xiao Neh Neh) .
. Vivian.
.Warda.
.Xiao Yin.
. Xin Ping-sports leader junior .
. Xuan Ying-netball junior.
.Yani
.
YanJie-primary skool fwen.
.YaO Zu-senior
.
Yu Yinq-netball junior.
.Zi Han-primary skool fwen




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