Wednesday, July 29, 2009

woke up at 8 am today ,
temp. too high so no choice gonna wake up and put ice towel on miie forehead ,
the feelings iish terrible !!!
other then miie forehead iish flaming ,
miie nose ,
miie neck all flaming ,
wahhs cannot tahan lorhx , !!!!!
temp 39.something lahx ...
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btw anyone haven watch harry potter and the half blood prince yet de wanna watch with miie>??? ,
but of course after iie've recover lahx^^



heyysheyys!!!
miie msn can work already^^
anyway just came back from seeing s doctor , temp 38.5 , gave miie a 1 week mc!!!!!
wth siarhx!!!
so sad!!!


Tuesday, July 28, 2009

heyys
didn't went to skool today ,
huh ,
damn xin ku de ,
ytd night's temp. in tuition iish horrible de ,
39.3 degree de ,,
then miie tuition teacher drove miie home ,
heyys ,
really thanks a lot to miie teacher yeah ,
he's a nice guy ,,
and ytd at tuition iish the first time iie wore a mask lehx!!
haiyo ....
but ytd iie put the icy pack on miie forehead the whole night ,
so miie temp. now iish 37.6 lerhhs^^
then miie grandmother asked miie go see doctor iie keep insisting iie don want lorhhx ,
hehes stubborn horhx !!!!
haix.....
ytd at tuition ritex , iie went to the toilet and take a look at the mirror then iie saw miie face damn beautiful de,
coz fever wat the reddish reddish cheeks ,
the face damn white ,
wahhs liek got make-up like that ,
joan oso agrees lorhx ^^
hehes ,
next time don want put make up and look nice jiu have a high fever ...
hehes



heyys ppl!!!
now at joan's house ,
just finished celebrating gerald's birthday at sakae ,
got miie , qin hui , yue ting , brian , threvin , shannon , lionel , gerald , chin ann , xiang rong , alan , jian peng , you chuen lorhx ... and a tall tall guy called wat kolo?? then went to her house here at bishan with joan lahx of course ,
iie fever siol!!!]
actually at home before going eat sakae already had fever lerhhs , 38.7 , but aiya uiie know de , its food ,
sushi somemore then iie jiu just went and eat lorhx ,
then when iie reached there ,
shannon and qin hui were saying ya horhx how come iie got no pimples de ,
hehes no choice its natural lorhx ^^
then after eating jiu followed joan home ,
then thats when miie temp. keep increasing lorhx
with cough too , sore throat too ,
then now at her house's temp. iish 38.7 ,
hehes!!!
later going for tuition lorhx ,
planning to sleep lerhhs!!!
head damn pain de ,
ANYWAY!!!]
HAPPEE BIRTHDAY GERALD!!
the stupid you chuen and jian peng keep disturb miie!!!!
damn xin ku de!!


Saturday, July 25, 2009

heyysheyysh~~~!!!
tomorrow scrabble final match!!!!
gonna jiayous arhx!!
iie pia~ing all the way lehx!!!!!!!!!!
jyjys!!!
learn all miie words lehx!!!!!!!!!
hehes^^
last competition in miie sec life worhhx!!!!
hahas
ri!!!
ri iish who??!!
izzit retarded idoits??!!
hahas!!
XD


Friday, July 24, 2009

just some effect... zi lian photo
vivian^^

jing jing^^

su shan^^

joan^^











jia xin^^

heyys!!!
its racial harmony day!!!
24/07/09 ^^

iie wore a indian outift!!!

borrowed from santhiya ,

thanks arhx santhiya and get well soon yeah^^


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

just wat have iie done to really deserve all this ,
iie really hate this family ,
iie really am sick and tired of all those quarrels and fights lahx !!!
pls miie fwen ,
iie realli won't invite fwens to miie house again ,
iie'm sorry ,
because everytime miie fwem were to come miie house ,
iie sure will get a scolding from miie f...king mother ,
and iie just don't know why !!!!!!
iie go out cannot !!
bring fwem come back soo cannot!!!!
come on lahx!!!!!
iie'm not a small kid anymore!!!!!!
STOP CONTROLLING MIIE FREEDOM!!!!!!!
just who do uiie think uiie are !!!
iie really hate miie mother !!!
and iie hate those liars and back stabbers at home ,
this isn't a home!!!!!!
iie ask uiie lahx am iie born to get beaten ???!!!!
just wondering whether iie'm her daughter or not!!!!!!!
iie ask uiie lahx ,
iish there any mother in this world will actually beat her own daught till everywhere iish bleedinh??@!!!!
and iie'm onii 6 years old!!!!!!
and just because iie don't know a word in miie spelling!!!!!!
and iish there any mother that will actually go kick her own daughter and hit her head to the door???!!!!
just beacause iie left a bag of light that she just bought that costs 100+??!!!!!!!
and actually keep saying that she treat as though she don't have this daughter??!!!!!
and just because of her wedding failure??!!!!!!!!
iie've already lost a father ,
and this current father !!!!
when he's not drank he's fine!!!
sometimes will still give miie money ,
but when he's drank ,
beats miie mum up ,
and even miie!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes do sees miie in skool limping ritex ,
out of nowhere suddenly injured ritex!!!
ya ,
say netball everyone believe but did anyone really ask miie the truth??!!!
just because he hits miie when iie'm trying to defend miie mum !!!!!!!
and pls lahx wan find find a better guy lahx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and really lahx !!!!!
miie mother just sees miie a bitch or so de!!!!
where got mother say her own daughter iish a prostitude??!!!!
ya just because she wore nice clothes??!!!!!!
ya just go die off yeah!!
iie swear even at her funeral!!!
iie won't shed a tears , ,
ya ppl will be asking miie why iish she doing this to miie??
just because miie real father betrayed her, and he dotes on miie the most ,
and she used miie to "grieve" her hatred!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if anyone were to ask miie wats miie regrets in miie life ,
and iie will say regretted not following miie father and now currently living in hell!!!!
iie really hate this family ,
she dosen't gives miie money ,
onii 20 dollars a week for skool ,
and watever iie pay iish miie own money ,
miie phone bills ,
miie tuition fees,
miie skool stuff ,
everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just because iie work !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iie really hate her lahx!!!!!
iie ask money from her she dosen't give ,
and when money iish lost in this house ,
and she will definitely accuse its miie that stolen that money !!!!!!!!
and like wat the fcuk yeah!!!!!!!!!
iie really hate her!!!!!!
and she will always say miie fwens are all bullshyt!!!
yah miie sisters fwen are the best izzit??!!!
everythime buys clothes ,
confirm there isn't a share for miie ,
just watever ,
and if uiie were to ask her wat iie like and wat iie don like ,
like colors and food ,
100% she donesn't know ,
if not its wrong ,
and whenever iie lie to her ,
she will always beat miie up and not miie sister !!!
and yah iie had a boyfwen she will make his life like hell!!!
and why muz she do all this to miie????!!!!!!!!
she keep saying not everyone iish like miie ,
cheaqp !!!
yah bytch ,
uiir second daughter iish more cheap!!!!!!
oso not virgin anymore yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!
say iie had more boyfwens then she does when she was younger ,
ya like real!!!!!!!!!!!
she think iie don know onii ,
even stay at boyfwen house ,
such a cheap mother resulted to cheap daughters ,
yeah definitely not miie yeah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how iie wish iie can just die off!!!!!!
when iie was younger iie realli almost wanted to die ,
but yeah now when iie'm older and iie'll just tell miieself iie will definitely live off better and prove to her ,
without her iie am better off!!!!!
she herself keep telling lies ,
yah still keep say miie ,
bytch uiir second daughter was a smoker do uiie know that???????!!!!!!
and btw iie'm the eldest yeah!!!
just why whenever iie try to treat this family well ,
she will always drive miie off!!!!
and why everytime iie treat miie fwens with 100% iie just get back ,
betrays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well wanna miie list who betrayed miie
???
a good example iish ronald ,
well iie tell uiie iie really hate him .....
miie mother keep saying iie talk back to her like gangster ,
well are uiie saying about uiirself??!!!!
keep scolding bad words , vulgar,
ya wanna know how come iie learned all these vulgar , ??
definitely not miie fwen BUT UIIE!!!!!
everytime when miie fwens had such a good family ,
and yeah mine really sux ,
and yah miie mums hits her mother ,
miie ah ma ,
can uiie believe it??!!!
ya so this iish a really good example for miie to learn on yeah!!!!!!!
and iie really HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
just really serve her rights now its her retribution from his husband and her daughter!!!!
iie tell uiie!!!!!
iie won't admit miie fate to all this!!!!!
just wait and see that iie will live better off without uiie !!!
and iie will try to stay miieself away , as far as away from uiie and this family!!!
and when miie fwens say that he has a family like as though he doesn't has a family ,
coz his parents doesn't bother about him ,
well iie would rather iie'm him ...
so much freedom ,
iie can do watever iie like!!!!!
really lahx!!!!
iie am really sick and tired!!!!!!
and everynight just cry and cry ,
eye swollen coz of it ,
and iie won because insufficient sleep caused miie to have swollen eyes .....
iie just need a shoulder to cry on ................
ppl say actually miie mother treats miie good ,
well its all an act ,
and watever she says!!!!
cannot be trusted ,
all lies!!!!
in miie entire life ,
there isn't a thing that she promised miie and she fufilled it ,
iie swear!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when iie'm sick ,
she will onii ask miie go eat panadol ,
and iie don eat panadol de wat!
miie sister sick immediately bring her to the clinic ,
still remember there was a time iie sprained miie leg and at the same time sick ,
she brought miie to the sinseh and clinic because iie requested it ,
that whole day her face was dman black ,
because she spent 60 over plus ,
and even scolded miie for that money !!!!!
and from that day onwards even if iie sprain miie leg or sick ,
iie won't even say a single thing!!!!!!!
just who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so now thats the reason why iie don eat medicine at all when iie'm sick!!!!!
and yah she even ate drugs before ,
can uiie believe it????!!!!
and iie was pri 5 back then ,.....
drugs abuse !!!!!!!!!!
iie really hate this family !!!!!!!
so everytime ppl ask miie wat iish family , and wat iish family love , iie would just say iie don know!!!!!!!!!
ohhs ya and even if iie were to go tuition ,
she willstill say wat iie go tuition iish not study iish go fing guys or watsoever de!!!!
fcuking mother ritex!!!!!!!
she will be the most failure mother iie've ever seen ,
and iie dread going home and thats the reason why iie took up so many ccas to occupied miieself and no going home so early...........


Monday, July 20, 2009

wahha kao !!
there's something inside miie and iie would like to blurt it all out!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
monday horhx in skool for physics paper ,
then horhx got one stupid f...king xiao horhx ,
scold miie !!!
knn...
izzit wrong that before a examination starts ,
to ask a person to shut up and stop talking??!!!
then just because she iish his npcc student , dots on the most de ,
jiu come and scold miie??!!!!!!!
knn!!! bias lahx ,
F his mother lahx!!!
nb!!!!!
a teacher that dosen't gives student respect as well does not deserve any respect from anyone okkayz....
onii bai chi then will go respect him ,
so wat got rank !!!!!
even zi ben li mao oso don't have !!!
so wat old liao bu qi arhx??!!!!!!!!!
everytime step yi ge nurhhx!!!!
unresonable!!!!!
he scold iie stare him back lorhx ,
iie scared arhx??!!!
knnb!!!!
next time see him one time stare him one time lorhx!!!!!
kao!!!!!!!!
hiax!~!!!!!!
damn pissed off de!!!!
runined miie mood for miie physics paper lorhx ,
since iie'm flunking anyway ,
if that paper can pass ,
pig oso can fly lerhhs lorhx ...
this coming sunday !!
scrabble finals competition iish held at downtown east worhhx
!!!!!!
hehes!!!
jiayous barhx Alicia!!!!

good luck ^^


Thursday, July 16, 2009

haix...
prelims next week jiu over lerhhs!!!
hehes !! jiayous!!!
then next sunday will be the scrabble fianls worhhx !!!!
gonna buck up lerhhs!!!!
miie art really !!!
argghsS!!!!!
driving miie crazy!!
















heyysheyys^^
that day's celebration's photo iish fresh from the oven !! =D
















Tuesday, July 14, 2009

haix...
now prelims prelims ,
study study study lorhhx....
hehes XD
jiayous barhx ^^
and heyys good luck yeah peers ^^
heyys anyway iie've signed up for the red camp in np ,
its on nov if wanna sign up and go with miie inform miie yeah ^^
its at www.np.edu.sg/recamp/signup.aspx


Saturday, July 11, 2009

hehes!!! heyys !!
was really having fun ytd!!!
it was celebration for su shan as well as ronald!!!
its' their birthday party at miie house ...
starting was really damn boring de lorhx !!!
but ended up everyone had fun ,
we started to play mahjong first ,
got joan , miie , su shan and ronald playing ,
then the others iish still eating and then thay go watch movie ,
ytd got miie , su shan , jing , joan , kam lin , ronald , xiang rong , chin ann , you chuen , jun hao , and then later on met up with us de iish wei teck ...
hehes then after that they were watching some action disgusting eeyer de jacky chan de show ,
stupid jun hao shouldn't have bought the disc ,
then joan , su shan and iie changed clothes jiu go downstairs playground park lerhhs...
stupid su shan !!!
huh???!!!
wats the problem having miie wearing that polo tee??
talk so much !!
then we fetch wei teck then we went to vista point then kam lin came down to fetch wei teck to miie house ,
then after that they all came down to the park and then we met up with them lerhhs ,
clever su shan tot of buying a packet of corn flour for self defence purpose ,
then after that we went to vista park and then gather at the void deck ,
heyys!! faster praise miie ,
iie managed to bring those guys and play with us XD
hahas so pity those wearing black de ,
first one let miie kena ,
then ytd we run here run there ,
chase here chase there ,
then hehes !!!
iie'm the cleanest de!!
coz they chase iie run and hide ,
actually hide with xiang rong de but he kena caught by kam lin ,
then haiyo they arhx ,
the eyes muz go dig dig liaox ,
cannot actually saw miie at the playground ,
until xiang ron and you chuen bring miie sister up then they saw miie and even help miie ,
hehes!!
thanks yarhhs bro XD
hehes then they all angry miie ,
coz iie'm the cleanest but heyys miie bag iish dirty lorhx !!!
ahahs then after everyone was damn flour-ly ,
we took photos at miie house outside de staircase ,
damn funny de when iie say ampit hair old lerhhs....
coz you chuen's hair all filled with flour ,
then after that all take turn to shower ,
then after that we played mahjong ,
poker and watched the mirror ,
then after that they ordered kfc and then all ended around 9pm plus ,
then iie bring them to take 900 jiu go back sleep lerhhs ,
so damn tired de ,
hehes btw how's the cake??!!!!
HAIX..........
iie first time bake lerhhs!!!
some say like ice cream then okkayz lorhx ice cream cake lorhx !!!
XD
iie really enjoyed miie self a lot ,
then haix... now hai miie tomorrow prelim oso no mood to study ,
just feel like playing mahjong!!!!
XD
hehehs!
!!!
anyway HAPPI BIRTHDYA SU SHAN ,
and happii belated to ronald ... =]]


Friday, July 10, 2009

today , friday ,
iie went back to miie dear ,
most memorable secondary skool!!
and iish for fliming for miie dear chinese teacher ,
zhong lao shi ,
mdm chong ,
and its for
te xie on tuesday de ...
but will only be out on august time ....
and iie really misssssssssssssssssssssssssssss miie skool and miie deeaaarrrrrrrrrrr fwens!!!!
and iie saw miie teachers too !!!
the three teachers that totally changed miie life ,
firstly , miss wong and she's now mdm wong sio yen ,
miie primary 1 form teacher ,
since small , she brought miie to her church ,
and because iie was really verii mischevious at that time ,
and she totally changed miie life ,
she was the bast acring teacher iie've ever seen ,
every week , no doubt , from primary 1 to primary 4 or 5 like that ,
brought miie to her church ,
and iie really wanna thank uiie for this ,
now she's with her second baby ,
saw her verii thin ,
and qiao cui hen duo ,
iie really miss uiie a lot !!!!! and xin tong to see her ,
but she seems blissful ,
ya her husband iish a nice guy XD
next iish miss doreen lee , now oso mdm lee lerhhs!!!
miie primary 5 form teacher ,
hehes got married lerhhs ,
neber invite miie =[[ hehes!!
and now with her first baby !!!!!
she's the one that will always bring miie and esther and eunice ,
last time primary skool good fwen ,
out to town and treat us these treat us that .
lend us disc ,
bought presents for us!!!
she's the most doting and kind teacher iie've ever seen !!!
iie really miss the days where we went out for outings and so ....
know that uiie love watching japanese anime ,
and lent miie a lot of disc too !!!!
iie really wanna thank uiie a lot !!!!!
for all those fun that uiie gave miie XD
last but not least iish zhong lao shi , miss chong and again , mdm chong lerhhs ....
she iish miie primary 5 and 6 chinese teacher ,
she will always be the most best chinese teacher iie've ever seen .
the one that changed miie life too ,
miie attitudes towards chinese too ...
miie chinese last time from cannot make it de ,
coz iie hate chinese mahx ,
then to ever since she taught miie ,
top chinese or will always with the better results de ,
the first time iie top miie chinese ,
its like the most heaven feeling that iie've ever felt ,
and she will always be there for miie when iie need someone to talk to ...
having all miie bad stuff that iie've ever treated uiie ,
IIE'M REALLY SORRY ,
SORRY FOR CRASHING AND THROWING AWAY THOSE ESSAYS OF MINE THAT UIIE'VE MARKED WITH UIIR HEART AND TILL NOW ,
IIE STILL KEEP UIIR LETTERS THAT UIIE'VE WORTE TO MIIE ,
iie really miss uiie too ....
thanks for being miie listeners and kai dao miie ,
iie really love uiie!!!!
these 3 teachers , miss wong gave miie god in miie life ,
as well as mdm chong ,
and uiie 3 will always be in miie heart forever ,
don't forget miie because iie won't forget uiie !!!!
wait for miie !!!
wait for miie to get miie o level results ,
and iie swear iie will score well for it to let miie be able to go back to qihua primary skool and be a relief teacher after miie o level !!!!
LOVE YOU !!!


Monday, July 6, 2009

haix!!!!!
today
tuesday
didn't go to skool ...
morning wake up feeling verii unwell ,
mild fever and having terrible headache ,
then jiu rather don't go skool lorhx...
later H1N1 thingy oso will force miie go back home...
coz iie 37.7 degree......
then now 1025,
just woke up after eating miie medicine ,
then feel a lot better lerhhs ...
but now iish stomachache ,
iie think iish cause ytd drank too much black coffee lerhhs ...
ytd nitex onii slept 2 hours siol ,
stupid art lahx !!!
can really drive miie crazy !!!
haix!!!!!!!


Sunday, July 5, 2009

the many many hand jun hao!!!
the emo kia XD

hahas!!!!!!!


wanna know where am iie? the one leg long long de!!



same same leg long long de!!




er... actually nothing much to post lahx...
just that art iish really driving miie crazy!!!!!!!
hahas went swimming with peers ,
enjoy the photos barhx XD





♥Alicia Tay Hui Xiang♥
♥17♥
♥26 october 1993♥
♥Scorpio♥
♥169cm♥
♥Ngee Ann poly♥
♥Real Estate Business♥
♥1A03♥

" She’s a crazy girl,
she loves to laugh a lot...
she can be weak at times too ...
but she has decided to put everything behind her and start life anew!!^^
she's learning to love those who are loving her...♥ =D
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That should be me
everybody's laughing in my mind
rumors spreading bout this other guy
do you do what you did when you did with me
does he love you the way i can
did you forget all the plans that you made with me
cos baby i didn't

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that that should be me
that should be me

you said you needed a little time from my mistakes
it's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
did you think that i wouldn't see you out at the movies
what you doing to me, you taking him where we use to go
now if you're trying to break my heart
it's working cos you know

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that that should be me

i need to know should i fight for love or desert
it's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart (my heart)

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that should be me
that should be me (that should be me)
that should be me


17
169cm
her miserable life starts on 26 0ct0ber 1993
her horoscope iish SCORPIO!! and thats wat she's proud to be ^^
Alicia__lov@hotmail.com
need hugs when she's sad...=[[
she hates lies...cause:everything's happening around her
she hate empty promises...cause:her family
she hate having ppl not trusting her...cause:her family
she hate backstabbers...cause:family & friends
she hate drunkers...cause:step-father
she hate violent!!...cause:step-father & mum
she hate 2 timers...cause:family & relationship
she simply just hates her family...
no matter what she does ,
its just not appreciated...
so to her ,
wats the point of working so hard and bother so much all the times??..


the sites.
.3M2(2008)/4M2(2009).
.Amanda.
. Amelia-netball junior.
. Benjamin-senior.
.mdm cH0nG-pri skool teacher.
.Deco-koh wee kor.
. Esther/yanxiu-netball junior.
.Esther-primary skool fwen.
.FlOrEnCe-senior.
.
Gerald.
.Hema.
. Huixian-sports leader junior .
.Hui ying.
.Iznie-netball junior.
.Jia xin.
.Jia Ying-obs fwen.
.Jennifer.
.Jing Jing .
. JingSuan-junior.
. Joan.
. Kam Lin .
. Lionel .
.Lorraine.
. LuLu.
. Marissa-netball junior.
. Marven-primary skool fwen.
.Miao qing.
.Ming Zhen-junior.
.
Pei Kai .
.Qin Hui.
.Saliha.
.SiMin-obs fwen.
.Si ying.
.Su Chang.
.Su Shan.
.Tricia.
. Venesa(Xiao Neh Neh) .
. Vivian.
.Warda.
.Xiao Yin.
. Xin Ping-sports leader junior .
. Xuan Ying-netball junior.
.Yani
.
YanJie-primary skool fwen.
.YaO Zu-senior
.
Yu Yinq-netball junior.
.Zi Han-primary skool fwen




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