Wednesday, July 22, 2009

just wat have iie done to really deserve all this ,
iie really hate this family ,
iie really am sick and tired of all those quarrels and fights lahx !!!
pls miie fwen ,
iie realli won't invite fwens to miie house again ,
iie'm sorry ,
because everytime miie fwem were to come miie house ,
iie sure will get a scolding from miie f...king mother ,
and iie just don't know why !!!!!!
iie go out cannot !!
bring fwem come back soo cannot!!!!
come on lahx!!!!!
iie'm not a small kid anymore!!!!!!
STOP CONTROLLING MIIE FREEDOM!!!!!!!
just who do uiie think uiie are !!!
iie really hate miie mother !!!
and iie hate those liars and back stabbers at home ,
this isn't a home!!!!!!
iie ask uiie lahx am iie born to get beaten ???!!!!
just wondering whether iie'm her daughter or not!!!!!!!
iie ask uiie lahx ,
iish there any mother in this world will actually beat her own daught till everywhere iish bleedinh??@!!!!
and iie'm onii 6 years old!!!!!!
and just because iie don't know a word in miie spelling!!!!!!
and iish there any mother that will actually go kick her own daughter and hit her head to the door???!!!!
just beacause iie left a bag of light that she just bought that costs 100+??!!!!!!!
and actually keep saying that she treat as though she don't have this daughter??!!!!!
and just because of her wedding failure??!!!!!!!!
iie've already lost a father ,
and this current father !!!!
when he's not drank he's fine!!!
sometimes will still give miie money ,
but when he's drank ,
beats miie mum up ,
and even miie!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes do sees miie in skool limping ritex ,
out of nowhere suddenly injured ritex!!!
ya ,
say netball everyone believe but did anyone really ask miie the truth??!!!
just because he hits miie when iie'm trying to defend miie mum !!!!!!!
and pls lahx wan find find a better guy lahx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and really lahx !!!!!
miie mother just sees miie a bitch or so de!!!!
where got mother say her own daughter iish a prostitude??!!!!
ya just because she wore nice clothes??!!!!!!
ya just go die off yeah!!
iie swear even at her funeral!!!
iie won't shed a tears , ,
ya ppl will be asking miie why iish she doing this to miie??
just because miie real father betrayed her, and he dotes on miie the most ,
and she used miie to "grieve" her hatred!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if anyone were to ask miie wats miie regrets in miie life ,
and iie will say regretted not following miie father and now currently living in hell!!!!
iie really hate this family ,
she dosen't gives miie money ,
onii 20 dollars a week for skool ,
and watever iie pay iish miie own money ,
miie phone bills ,
miie tuition fees,
miie skool stuff ,
everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just because iie work !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iie really hate her lahx!!!!!
iie ask money from her she dosen't give ,
and when money iish lost in this house ,
and she will definitely accuse its miie that stolen that money !!!!!!!!
and like wat the fcuk yeah!!!!!!!!!
iie really hate her!!!!!!
and she will always say miie fwens are all bullshyt!!!
yah miie sisters fwen are the best izzit??!!!
everythime buys clothes ,
confirm there isn't a share for miie ,
just watever ,
and if uiie were to ask her wat iie like and wat iie don like ,
like colors and food ,
100% she donesn't know ,
if not its wrong ,
and whenever iie lie to her ,
she will always beat miie up and not miie sister !!!
and yah iie had a boyfwen she will make his life like hell!!!
and why muz she do all this to miie????!!!!!!!!
she keep saying not everyone iish like miie ,
cheaqp !!!
yah bytch ,
uiir second daughter iish more cheap!!!!!!
oso not virgin anymore yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!
say iie had more boyfwens then she does when she was younger ,
ya like real!!!!!!!!!!!
she think iie don know onii ,
even stay at boyfwen house ,
such a cheap mother resulted to cheap daughters ,
yeah definitely not miie yeah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how iie wish iie can just die off!!!!!!
when iie was younger iie realli almost wanted to die ,
but yeah now when iie'm older and iie'll just tell miieself iie will definitely live off better and prove to her ,
without her iie am better off!!!!!
she herself keep telling lies ,
yah still keep say miie ,
bytch uiir second daughter was a smoker do uiie know that???????!!!!!!
and btw iie'm the eldest yeah!!!
just why whenever iie try to treat this family well ,
she will always drive miie off!!!!
and why everytime iie treat miie fwens with 100% iie just get back ,
betrays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well wanna miie list who betrayed miie
???
a good example iish ronald ,
well iie tell uiie iie really hate him .....
miie mother keep saying iie talk back to her like gangster ,
well are uiie saying about uiirself??!!!!
keep scolding bad words , vulgar,
ya wanna know how come iie learned all these vulgar , ??
definitely not miie fwen BUT UIIE!!!!!
everytime when miie fwens had such a good family ,
and yeah mine really sux ,
and yah miie mums hits her mother ,
miie ah ma ,
can uiie believe it??!!!
ya so this iish a really good example for miie to learn on yeah!!!!!!!
and iie really HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
just really serve her rights now its her retribution from his husband and her daughter!!!!
iie tell uiie!!!!!
iie won't admit miie fate to all this!!!!!
just wait and see that iie will live better off without uiie !!!
and iie will try to stay miieself away , as far as away from uiie and this family!!!
and when miie fwens say that he has a family like as though he doesn't has a family ,
coz his parents doesn't bother about him ,
well iie would rather iie'm him ...
so much freedom ,
iie can do watever iie like!!!!!
really lahx!!!!
iie am really sick and tired!!!!!!
and everynight just cry and cry ,
eye swollen coz of it ,
and iie won because insufficient sleep caused miie to have swollen eyes .....
iie just need a shoulder to cry on ................
ppl say actually miie mother treats miie good ,
well its all an act ,
and watever she says!!!!
cannot be trusted ,
all lies!!!!
in miie entire life ,
there isn't a thing that she promised miie and she fufilled it ,
iie swear!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when iie'm sick ,
she will onii ask miie go eat panadol ,
and iie don eat panadol de wat!
miie sister sick immediately bring her to the clinic ,
still remember there was a time iie sprained miie leg and at the same time sick ,
she brought miie to the sinseh and clinic because iie requested it ,
that whole day her face was dman black ,
because she spent 60 over plus ,
and even scolded miie for that money !!!!!
and from that day onwards even if iie sprain miie leg or sick ,
iie won't even say a single thing!!!!!!!
just who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so now thats the reason why iie don eat medicine at all when iie'm sick!!!!!
and yah she even ate drugs before ,
can uiie believe it????!!!!
and iie was pri 5 back then ,.....
drugs abuse !!!!!!!!!!
iie really hate this family !!!!!!!
so everytime ppl ask miie wat iish family , and wat iish family love , iie would just say iie don know!!!!!!!!!
ohhs ya and even if iie were to go tuition ,
she willstill say wat iie go tuition iish not study iish go fing guys or watsoever de!!!!
fcuking mother ritex!!!!!!!
she will be the most failure mother iie've ever seen ,
and iie dread going home and thats the reason why iie took up so many ccas to occupied miieself and no going home so early...........





♥Alicia Tay Hui Xiang♥
♥17♥
♥26 october 1993♥
♥Scorpio♥
♥169cm♥
♥Ngee Ann poly♥
♥Real Estate Business♥
♥1A03♥

" She’s a crazy girl,
she loves to laugh a lot...
she can be weak at times too ...
but she has decided to put everything behind her and start life anew!!^^
she's learning to love those who are loving her...♥ =D
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That should be me
everybody's laughing in my mind
rumors spreading bout this other guy
do you do what you did when you did with me
does he love you the way i can
did you forget all the plans that you made with me
cos baby i didn't

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that that should be me
that should be me

you said you needed a little time from my mistakes
it's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
did you think that i wouldn't see you out at the movies
what you doing to me, you taking him where we use to go
now if you're trying to break my heart
it's working cos you know

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that that should be me

i need to know should i fight for love or desert
it's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart (my heart)

that should be me holding your hand
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me, that should be me
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on til you believe
that should be me
that should be me (that should be me)
that should be me


17
169cm
her miserable life starts on 26 0ct0ber 1993
her horoscope iish SCORPIO!! and thats wat she's proud to be ^^
Alicia__lov@hotmail.com
need hugs when she's sad...=[[
she hates lies...cause:everything's happening around her
she hate empty promises...cause:her family
she hate having ppl not trusting her...cause:her family
she hate backstabbers...cause:family & friends
she hate drunkers...cause:step-father
she hate violent!!...cause:step-father & mum
she hate 2 timers...cause:family & relationship
she simply just hates her family...
no matter what she does ,
its just not appreciated...
so to her ,
wats the point of working so hard and bother so much all the times??..


the sites.
.3M2(2008)/4M2(2009).
.Amanda.
. Amelia-netball junior.
. Benjamin-senior.
.mdm cH0nG-pri skool teacher.
.Deco-koh wee kor.
. Esther/yanxiu-netball junior.
.Esther-primary skool fwen.
.FlOrEnCe-senior.
.
Gerald.
.Hema.
. Huixian-sports leader junior .
.Hui ying.
.Iznie-netball junior.
.Jia xin.
.Jia Ying-obs fwen.
.Jennifer.
.Jing Jing .
. JingSuan-junior.
. Joan.
. Kam Lin .
. Lionel .
.Lorraine.
. LuLu.
. Marissa-netball junior.
. Marven-primary skool fwen.
.Miao qing.
.Ming Zhen-junior.
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Pei Kai .
.Qin Hui.
.Saliha.
.SiMin-obs fwen.
.Si ying.
.Su Chang.
.Su Shan.
.Tricia.
. Venesa(Xiao Neh Neh) .
. Vivian.
.Warda.
.Xiao Yin.
. Xin Ping-sports leader junior .
. Xuan Ying-netball junior.
.Yani
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YanJie-primary skool fwen.
.YaO Zu-senior
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Yu Yinq-netball junior.
.Zi Han-primary skool fwen




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